h2o, my mom's lemon chicken, weed, after 2am.

I have tasty water, my mom's lemon chicken leftovers [amazing], my stash of medicinal herbs, and am sitting here contemplating my life.

Most recently, I need to slow down. I need a good few weeks on my own to sort some of my life out.

I would like to get back to eating 5 small meals a day as long as i eat until I'm full each time. I need to remember to pack myself food that I can easily eat in the car or simply eat before leaving for work.

I would like to take more time to spend with myself, and Vanilla Bean.

Live life to the fullest, with wisdom and good health.

2:30. ...zzZZ bonnenuit ;-*

Midsummer is on June 21st

Dedication takes time and cultivation for the passions we hold dear.

I allow myself to be abundantly me-worthy and give all that I may for others.

Another bonfire shall commence, but this one I believe will speak a truth I should keep in sight into the cold months of 2016; who knows what my decision to move to Washington will be.

I pray, I love, & I dream.

I know wishes come true, so I never need to wonder.

Good..morning. :)

Blessed be.

What comforts me most...

I grabbed an old book that I never finished reading, and because it was about this completely other world and reality, and because I was flung smack back into that place, I realized what comforts me most.

When I grab a book or see a forest, a part of my brain depicts almost a shadow: A shadow whose eyes are my own when I look into the mirror, follow me? So whenever I read or my brain is creating imaginative realities, I sense my best friend, myself in all my truest glory; my imagination, my brain.
When I look in the mirror, I stare into my eyes, and what I see in their depths is exactly and everything my imagination is able to create and in the moment of seeing all at once, I feel home, and I feel safe.

Grow imaginations: Grow creativity.

Am I narcissist? I don't know, but I do know I absolutely love my brain, and the brains of every other human being.

We are so incredible, we just have to open our eyes and see the beauty we have within.
















^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^Wow. I should apparently not write while high, which I have already done for the evening..

Goodnight. 7/6/16 2:35

Eclectic Spirituality

What Is Eclectic Spirituality?

2015

January: Moved into my first apartment.

February: Brought home the newest addition to my family, Fleur (Flake) the Ball Python.

June: Went with my family on a road-trip to Canada and Washington State to visit family and friends.

July: Became the singer/songwriter for the band Cosmic Lullaby.

September: Turned 20; started my third decade. Also, my boyfriend move in with me.

October: I discontinued working at Chuao Chocolatier.

November: Studio tiiiime for Cosmic Lullaby!
Met my biological-father's dad; I MET MY GRANDFATHER!

December: -tba-

Dear Kaylin,

   One year ago, I heatedly poured all of my bottled emotions out onto my best friend-- my sister, and it burned her. There were many factors that fed my outburst, and none of them excuse how I handled myself...

Kaylin, I am sorry. I have learned a lot about myself and others within the past year and I am hoping we can communicate again. I love you and you cross my mind every day.

My cell number is still the same; call me?

Your goof, dork, and Pooh-Bear Companion,
Sarah

How to Grow Past Depression & Anxiety

Both depression and anxiety are a reality to some people.

BUT IT SHOULD NEVER BE AN EXCUSE!

People learn to live through it, to grow past the grasp those negative tentacles.

1) Inhale. Exhale.

2) Slow down.

3) Inhale. Exhale.

4) Prioritize.

5) Eat.

6) Inhale. Exhale.

7) *Follow through with making your day a gift, not a chore.*

8) Be with, hang with, eat with, laugh with, love those that make you feel positive, happy, genuine, and REAL.

9) ONLY do things that allow you to move in a positive, forward direction. Those priorities you made (above) should be parallel with where you work and what you spend YOUR TIME doing every day.

10) Inhale. Exhale.

There is much love, much warmth, and always a pair of arms wanting to hold you, whether a mom, a dad, a sibling, cousin, aunt, uncle, friend, teacher, roommate; even if you were to walk up to a stranger and repeat "I am in desperate need of a warm hug. By chance, may I ask you for a hug?"

Y o u W i l l F i n d A H u g!